today memorial day

I feel very sad today and I have no reason to. I have told no one and I feel weird like almost isolated. Almost like teen angst. I know the depression is a side effect of the chemo and I dont mind. But days like this feel as though it can drag on. I feel good though I did land a part in a movie as a script editor/supervisor for an indie flick part 2 of the zombie chronicles and I yet to see how cohosting the radio gig will go. Its something cant complain.

Went to marshalls didn't see anything worth buying now I am hopelessly bored.

recovering

Mentally I think I should recover quicker but physically is another story. I am getting the tired cranky feeling again. With all the steroids that were in my chemo, its tempting to start fights. I have been doing my best to prevent these. The tiredness I get is so overwhelming, its comes quick and envelopes me like a blanket and stays long. Even as I type this my eyese are heavy and groggy. Will keep this short so I can sleep.